I feel very miserable now . my heartaches . I was happy days ago and now because of sweet talks , i see everything shattering alr . I need a shoulder to cry on . I know who's I want , but it seemed so impossible . I hate this feeling . why did you break your promise . because of that , I'm gna be melted in someone's whom I dont really know's sweet talks alr . I KNOW THIS CANT HAPPEN . cause I know myself , people intrude while I'm settling down . I tried not wavering . I knew I admire you . but however , this cant last long . I'm starting to waver , sweet talks . your promises . gone :'(

I miss those times when I could talk to you from dawn to dusk and dusk to dawn . I miss the times where you told me you really love me as you text me in dm's classes . I miss the times where we have those stupid yet lovable conversations . I miss those little little smiles you gave me . I miss those moments where you receive those lollipops from me . I miss those time where we chat on the phone . I miss those times where I cry would tear for you . I miss those times where I waited anxiously for you to end tuition so I could text you . I miss those times where you would call me immediately after tuition despite your friend are still walking beside you and you're entertaining them at the same time . I miss those times I hear your friends asking you to hang th phone but you refused . I miss those times you tell me how nice the lollipop taste . I miss those times you told me you're waiting for your friends and you get somehow pissed off . I miss those times you'll call me and complain to me what happen everyday after school . I miss those times where you said thank you right at my face . I miss those times I look out of the classroom window and staring at you when you stand at the cupboard . I miss that time where you skipped 1 hour and 30 minutes of your lesson cause you hate it that much and you told me . I miss that time where I walked pass and say hi to you , that facial expression . I miss those times where you would tell me everything . I miss those times when you would play wahjong with me . I miss bits and pieces of you from my life . I miss those times when I saw you randomly in school when you come back for some events in the school . I miss you waving at me . I miss you smiling at me .  I miss those times where I'm thinking that there is a never ending to all this , cause we had too much memories together , though we didnt talk real life . In layman terms , I miss you much D':

Perhaps , I'm getting over you alr , but if that's th case , why do I still remember so much stuffs ?

How true can that be ? (: credits to Rock laaaaaaah . I post his name bigbig when I crop this ley .

HAPPY SWEET 16 to me (:

I wna thank Joey , Kendra , LiBing , John , Aaron , Mabel and Jacqueline ! Luv all of you . heehee . cake cutting session was fun (:

Of course not forgetting all of you ( according to wishes lah ! )

Jovan , Verena , Cheryl Ong , Claudia , Choonkiat , Bryan , Eileen , Mummy , John , Andy , Jinkai , Bashirah ,

Okay , I forgot already . haiyah , plus everyone on facebook also lah ! heeheeheeheeh .

Thanks for everything , and the celebration . luv it very much . heehee . you all po fei le (:

Beach cleaning tomorrow . wtfx :( and .... I'm feeling sad now . Why birthday girl cant be sad ? and I'm not a birthday girl anymore . a birthday , gone like that ...

In less than 24 hours time , but why dont I feel that excitement like always . Is it cause I'm used to celebrating alone and no one taking photos and stuff like other people in their families would do ? or isit because I'm sick and tired of it already . just only 15 going 16 years only . please ... D:

Being fickle-minded , I ended up using onsugar again cause it met all my requirements :D I can have twitter on my blog page now . Happy like hamster ! heeheehee . not that blogger cant have it , but I dont know why blogger only can show one post despite me changing the settings so many times :(  it's like 2 in the morning on a sunday and was totally freak out when Jovan talked to me ._. HAHAA . nothing much to post . shall update more next time . bye love .

Silly me (: